Recognition outside work

I went to a conference and was asked if I would be interested in being one of the trainers.  I would fly to various cities and do 4 conferences a year and speak for 2 days. I was super excited. I said yes-I'd be interested.  She said that I was knowledgeable and also a good presenter.  I had no idea that she was recruiting or played any part in it.

At work it seems that my ideas are put off to the side and ignored. I put good ideas forward and there is no investment of thought or energy.  It's somewhat frustrating to have good ideas and a desire but there's not support from people who can give support needed to get it done.

I don't know if they are ready to take on things other than the emergencies.

dissatisfaction

had a lovely company party but it was missing life. There's no road there for me to engage and travel. a boss who is not into taking input and does not really know how bad things are. but management just says-keep it rolling forward.
so it's go time for me. time to disengage and to go where my heart can soar!